"say my name and his in the same breath..
i dare you to say they taste the same..
let the leaves fall off in the summer..
and let december glow feel flames.."
(i don't care, fall out boy)
i dare you to say they taste the same..
let the leaves fall off in the summer..
and let december glow feel flames.."
(i don't care, fall out boy)
have you ever felt the desire to change for someone? how do you know that she's worth it? without her doing nothing, she changes you in so many ways.. God works in ways unexplainable to us.. many have tried and all have failed.. but she doesn't try and yet did what they can't.. but the question remains; is she the one?
your days are now filled with visions of her.. the feeling of insecure when she doesn't reply your message.. the audacity that suddenly comes just to make her a little less gloomy.. towards such extend that your world now revolves around her..
yet you are not in a place to tell her how you feel.. for fear of her leaving.. for fear of the same letdown love can bring.. yes it'll be sweet at first.. but love brings no guarantee of what's going to happen along the way.. the trail of previous failure are barely hidden.. and you're ready to start another?
what options do you have? can you contemplate taking time to ponder the possibilities? or are you prepared to risk it and let her know how you feel, just so everything is clear between you? you may lose her but at least try not to lose yourself..
you try to find a time to talk to her.. but the time never seem apparent.. either that, or you are simply finding an excuse to put it off till later.. till you feel that it's ok to say it.. till you feel that you can deal even with a rejection.. which is more important to you; knowing how she feels, or letting her know how you feel?
sincerity maybe the answer here.. you can't possibly keep it from her forever.. being with will be harder and harder over time.. the pain will be so excruciating that you feel like bursting.. the pain will eat you inside..
now weigh your options; and decide.. for life will give you only as much as you dare to risk..
=)
ReplyDeletejom dgr lagu kt blog ak=p
if you really love her, then you should tell her. you say that she's changed you, how do you know that you haven't changed her? kan kan?
ReplyDeletebukn u ke yg ckp, "better to try and fail than not to try and fail all the same" (u xckp cmtu la, i gay-ed it up 4 u ni haha).
so...sape minah tu? ;p
p/s: nti i email html blog i eh bg cntoh. lupe lak aritu. heehee.
totet: kat pc umah ni xde speaker.. kang balik uia aku dgr eh..
ReplyDeleteanis: haha.. seorang badut.. oh xpe kot html tu.. i kinda like template ni.. simple je.. (pdhal malas nak berphotoshop da.. haha).. tanx anyway yea ;)
i would like to say..LOVE IS 'BLIND'~hehe..
ReplyDeleteI believe that 'it takes 2 hands to clap' and '2 people to tango'. Cliche', yes? The same goes for this situation. Obviously,it won't be fair for only you to change for the sake of the relationship. It's best if you could let her know of your true feelings assuming that your intention is to proceed further with her while you expect her to give outmost honest opinions about your confessions. I also believe that communication and persistence is essential for a relationship to last further. You will never know if she's the one for you unless if you take the risk to try and work things out. I hope my advice to you is helpful. Remember, don't give up okay?
ReplyDeleteFrom your cousin, Nur. :)
nur: very very very helpful cuz.. but there's some twists to the story which doesn't really allow (or rather, necessitate) the confession to happen.. deep huh? ;P
ReplyDeleteSo, you'd rather keep everything to yourself and let things just happen? Hmm.. Maybe patience has its virtue afterall..All the best k? Anyway, you can always fall back on looking for a new one coz the grass is always greener on the other side! hehehe.. :)
ReplyDeleteNur..