your name is on repeat

"cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes"
(secondhand serenade, your call)

when everything was falling apart..
when all hopes seemed lost..
and screeches were the only noise i hear..
His light shines and darkness scatters..

thanks for being the light..

perlukah ini?

"i know now You're my only hope"
(only hope, switchfoot)

hati makin penat..
kepala makin pening..
badan naik malas..
kalau aku diam aku dianggap tak amik peduli..
kalu aku bersuara pun orang cakap jugak..

buat la seribu baik pun..
sekali kau buat silap, akan tertutup la seribu baik ko..
tapi tu bukan alasan nak berhenti buat baik..

satu2 tali2 mule terlepas..
tarik satu tali, tali lain lak mule melorot..
camne la nak pegang semua tali..
kalau lepaskan semua tali terus takpe ke?
camtu lagi adil kan?

jangan la ingat persahabatan tu boleh campak2 camtu je..
kau tarik muka kat kawan, kau rase dia x terasa?
tapi kalau dengan aku, kau nak tarik muka tarik la..
selagi aku mampu, aku akan tetap senyum..
kau nak terima ke tak nasib la..
tak guna membenci; buat hati terbakar je..

harap maaf kalau ada kata2 yang bunyi macam kasar..
takde perasaan bengang mahu pun benci masa aku tulis ni..
penuh perasaan penat je..

malam ni misi mengadu lagi..
harap sudi la mendengar..
jangan la lepas pandang kat aku..
tinggal Kau je la yang aku ada..
dengarkan aku irama kurniaan Kau supaya aku lebih tenang..

a little rain won't hurt

"learning to breathe..learning to crawl..
i'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall.."
(learning to breathe, switchfoot)

and so it's time to face the truth.. are you that ready? try and lie to mr. heart and see if you can.. see if it doesn't tear you even more on the inside.. tell yourself you don't need her.. tell yourself you can pass one day without thinking of her.. see if you can even get pass telling yourself that..

hearts lie alot! so lie to it back.. if that's the right thing to do..