"say my name and his in the same breath..
i dare you to say they taste the same..
let the leaves fall off in the summer..
and let december glow feel flames.."
(i don't care, fall out boy)
i dare you to say they taste the same..
let the leaves fall off in the summer..
and let december glow feel flames.."
(i don't care, fall out boy)
have you ever felt the desire to change for someone? how do you know that she's worth it? without her doing nothing, she changes you in so many ways.. God works in ways unexplainable to us.. many have tried and all have failed.. but she doesn't try and yet did what they can't.. but the question remains; is she the one?
your days are now filled with visions of her.. the feeling of insecure when she doesn't reply your message.. the audacity that suddenly comes just to make her a little less gloomy.. towards such extend that your world now revolves around her..
yet you are not in a place to tell her how you feel.. for fear of her leaving.. for fear of the same letdown love can bring.. yes it'll be sweet at first.. but love brings no guarantee of what's going to happen along the way.. the trail of previous failure are barely hidden.. and you're ready to start another?
what options do you have? can you contemplate taking time to ponder the possibilities? or are you prepared to risk it and let her know how you feel, just so everything is clear between you? you may lose her but at least try not to lose yourself..
you try to find a time to talk to her.. but the time never seem apparent.. either that, or you are simply finding an excuse to put it off till later.. till you feel that it's ok to say it.. till you feel that you can deal even with a rejection.. which is more important to you; knowing how she feels, or letting her know how you feel?
sincerity maybe the answer here.. you can't possibly keep it from her forever.. being with will be harder and harder over time.. the pain will be so excruciating that you feel like bursting.. the pain will eat you inside..
now weigh your options; and decide.. for life will give you only as much as you dare to risk..